Ndinu ulemerero wanga ndi chikhulupiriro changa

Ndikukumbukira nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinakuonani, unali usiku umodzi zaka zitatu zapitazo. Munali mulonda, ndipo ine ndinadya zipatso.
ndi kudya zakudya zoti tikuoneni. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe tinakumana nane pa intaneti, panali kusiyana. Khalani omasuka. Mukuwoneka kuti
kukhala wodzikuza kwambiri m'choonadi, koma zinandipatsa kumverera kodzichepetsa kwambiri. Munalowa nawo usilikali kuti mukatumikire
dziko ali ndi zaka 17 ndipo anasankha ntchito yabwino yozimitsa moto. Chaka chino ndi chaka cha 7 chochita nawo mpikisano waukulu
ntchito yozimitsa moto. Kumbukirani zomwe munandiuza: mukalowa usilikali, munalemba kalata kwa abambo anu, ndipo inati:
"Lero ndayamba kuzimitsa moto ndipo ndakhala wozimitsa moto weniweni. Ndili pano. Khalani ndi moyo wabwino, Amayi ndi Abambo, muli bwanji?"
Ukuchita? Kodi ukundisowa kwambiri, ndikukusowa kwambiri, uyenera kukhala wokonzeka kudya, osasunga ndalama, ndipanga ndalama
"Wazaka 17 unanena mawu awa, Maloto ako ndi kukhala wozimitsa moto woyenerera, ndipo tsopano, ukutsogolera
maphunziro tsiku lililonse mu gulu lankhondo, ndipo mwachita bwino zina.
Kenako, ndikufuna kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi ngati mfundo yofotokozera nkhani yathu.
Chaka choyamba chomwe tinali limodzi, pamene ndinali mu chaka changa chachitatu, ndinali wamng'ono kwambiri, ndipo unkandiuza kuti sindinatero
Ndikulonjeza chifukwa sunali munthu wabwino kwambiri kwa ine. Kwa mwezi umodzi ndi theka wotsatira, udzacheza nane
tsiku lililonse, ndipo mudzandilankhula za maphunziro anu a tsiku ndi tsiku, chakudya, moyo, ndi chilango chanu. Ndikukumbukira pamene ndinayamba
Poyamba, nthawi zambiri unkalira chifukwa cha zimene ndanena. Unati palibe amene anakuuzapo izi
chifukwa simunakhalepo pachibwenzi. Inde, timakangananso tsiku lililonse, mkwiyo wanga ndi woipa kwambiri, nthawi zambiri ndimakhala
ndikukupemphani kuti muchoke ndi mawu osasangalatsa kwambiri, ndipo ndikukupemphani kuti musiye chibwenzi chanu. Koma simunaganizepo za
Nthawi zonse ndinkasiya, koma unali kundisamalira bwino.
Chaka chathu chachiwiri tili limodzi, koma nditafika chaka changa chomaliza, ndinali pafupi kukumana ndi vuto la ntchito, ndipo
nthawi yomweyo, ndinakumananso ndi vuto lakuti anthu ambiri amaganiza kuti nyengo yomaliza maphunziro ndi nyengo yogawa.
Sindikudziwa momwe mukumvera, mwina sindinafune kuchoka, kotero sindinaganize choncho. Ndinasankha kugwira ntchito pafupi ndi kwanu
kunyumba, koma chisankho chimenecho chinatsala pang'ono kuwononga moyo wanga. Banja lanu lililonse lili ndi "zapadera" zake ndipo inde, sindimakonda
Zinachepetsa moyo wanga, panthawiyi, tinayamba kukangana pafupipafupi, mukuganiza kuti banja lanu silili pa
cholakwika, ndine. Mumayesetsa kuti musamachite chilichonse, ndipo zimandipangitsa kumva kuti chisankho changa sichili bwino.
Chaka chathu chachitatu tili limodzi, ndipo zina zonse zinali chifukwa cha ntchito zapakhomo komanso mikangano. Izi zili choncho chifukwa cha
Makolo anga, ndinachoka ku Fuzhou ndipo ndinasankha kubwera ku Xiamen.
M'zaka zitatu izi, palinso zinthu zabwino. Tiyeni tikambirane za zinthu zabwino kaye: muli ndi mwezi umodzi
tchuthi chaka chilichonse, mudzanditenga kukadya, kukagula zinthu, ndikukonza nthawi yoti ndipite ku Xiamen ndi
GuLangyu. Zaka zitatu zatisiyira zithunzi zambiri. Ndikakhala wotanganidwa, mudzatsagana ndi makolo anga ku Pingtan.
kukawona nyanja, kudya chakudya chokoma komanso kumwa tiyi wa mkaka. Ndimakonda durian, mudzandigulira, osati iyi yokha, komanso
chilichonse chimene mukufuna. Munati simudzandilola kuti ndichitire nsanje aliyense, koma simunachite, ndimachitira nsanje ena: Ndimachitira nsanje ena
Atsikana, nditha kudya ndi chibwenzi changa, nditha kupita kokagula zinthu ndi chibwenzi changa, nditha kupita paulendo ndi chibwenzi changa, nanenso
Pali zinthu zambiri zotayika, koma nthawi zonse umati: Ine ndine mwana wa ku China poyamba, ndipo pomaliza chibwenzi chako. Uli ndi
udindo waukulu pamapewa anu ndipo muike nyumba yanu pansi kwa aliyense.
Nayi kalata yanga yopita kwa inu:
Kwa inu wokondedwa: Mphepo yachilimwe ndi yoipa. Mtedza wa Acacia, Ukukoka Tsamba Limodzi.
nthawi imathamanga,
Papita zaka zitatu kuchokera pamene ndinakumana nanu. Taganizirani izi,
Zochitika zakale zili ngati kukumbukira zinthu zakale.
Ngakhale kuti tasiyana,
Makilomita ambirimbiri kutali
Koma mwamwayi sanataye mtima. Zikomo pokumana
Zikomo chifukwa chokhala nanu panjira.
msonkhano woyamba, pachipata cha mlonda,
Tsiku limenelo kunali thambo loyera bwino.
Ndikufunafuna thupi lanu pakati pa anthu
Koma ndikagwira dzanja lako mpaka lero
Sukulu ikayamba,
Muli ku Quanzhou, ine ndili ku Fuzhou,
mukufuna kundiona,
Koma kupempha tchuthi ndi "ntchito yovuta".
Mukapereka chikalata cholembera tchuthi kwa mtsogoleri wa gulu kuti amuuze za vutoli,
Ndikofunikira kukhala wokonzeka bwino komanso womveka bwino, komanso kuletsa chisangalalo chomwe chili pansi pa mtima wanga.
Malo oti nditulukire akadzaza, ndidzakhala ndikugwira ntchito lero kuti ndikonzekere nkhondo...
Kutenga nthawi yopuma kuntchito kungakhale "kovuta"
Misonkhano ingasandulike kukhala "phala la foni".
"Muli kumeneko? Mukuchita chiyani kumapeto kwa sabata ino?"
"Mayeso olimbitsa thupi, ndidzakhala wokonzeka kuthamanga makilomita asanu pambuyo pake."
"Zitenga nthawi yayitali bwanji kuti ndibwerere?...Eh? Munthuyo ali kuti?"
Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndikuchita maphunziro ndipo inu mukudikira.
umati palibe vuto.
Ndikumvetsa kusowa chochita m'mawuwo.
Mumamwetulira ndi kunena kuti:
"Akuti asilikali amaperekedwa m'manja mwa boma,
Sindingathe kutenga chibwenzi kuchokera kudziko lina."
Sindingathe kutsagana nanu nthawi zonse,
Ndingotumiza maganizo anga ku mwezi
Tikhale limodzi kwa makilomita masauzande ambiri kale kwambiri.
Ndavutika maganizo chifukwa cha zinthu zazing'ono,
Udzabwera kudzandiona kuchokera kutali ukadzadziwa.
Nditengereni ku shopu yogulitsa zinthu zoumba.
Akuti mbiya zimatha kukulitsa thupi la munthu ndikukonza maganizo ake.
Mukagwira matope m'manja, pangitsani kuti zitheke.
Mwadzidzidzi ndinayamba kukonda kwambiri zinthu zoumba mbiya.
Mosasinthasintha, molunjika, ziyenera kukhala zofunikira pa mayendedwe omwe munandipatsa.
Mumati: "Kugwedeza bouldering ndiko kulamulira maganizo ndi mphamvu."
Njira imeneyi imafuna mtendere ndi kuleza mtima.
Usakhale wachangu kwambiri. "
Ndinaona kuti mtsukowo utatuluka mu uvuni unali wolimba, wokhwima komanso wooneka ngati wamitundu itatu.
Ndili ndi kumwetulira kosangalatsa kwambiri komwe ndidakhala nako.
N'zovuta kuonana, n'zovuta kulekana.
Nthawi ikuthamanga, Yakwana nthawi yoti tisiyane.
Zimatenga masiku kuti ena akumane.
Ndipo tikumana kwa zaka zambiri,
Zikomo chifukwa cha kupirira kwanu.
ngakhale malingaliro anu ang'onoang'ono,
Ndipangitseni kumva kukhala wosangalala kwambiri, kutali.
Koma pali malingaliro omwe akufuna kukuuzani.
Kuphethira kulikonse kwa maso anu kumapangitsa mtima wanga kulumpha.
Msewu uliwonse umene mumayendamo uli ndi maluwa ambiri.
chonde ndiloleni ndikugwireni dzanja, ndipite kwa nthawi yayitali.
Yankho lanu ndi ili:
Uchi:
Kodi mukugona?
Mvula yachilimwe kunja kwa zenera.
Ndimagwedezeka ndi kutembenuka, koma sindigona, kapena kukhala ndi ngongole, kapena kuda nkhawa.
Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake, ndakusowani mwadzidzidzi.
Ndikufuna kukuuzani zambiri, tiyeni tinene.
Ine ndine chipolopolo cha elm, koma sindingathe kunena chilichonse, mwezi uli wathunthu ndipo mwezi ukusowa.
Kutsanzikana ngati dzulo.
Tidzakumana liti?
Kodi nthawi ina ingati?
Lonjezo losavuta silingathe kukwaniritsidwa mosavuta.
Kungoti ndine wozimitsa moto.
Moto wabuluu wandipatsa ntchito.
Anthuwo anandipatsa chakudya.
pamaso pa aliyense, ndingosankha udindo ndi udindo
Makukonda!

Nthawi yotumizira: Julayi-11-2022